rebirth..

have you ever hd that feeling that after a time of sorrow, again, you're back in track, ready to face the world without hatred and regrets?..

well, i am in that state of life right now. i don't know why. i just got tired of being on the loser mode, thinking about the past and drowning myself on tears.

well of course, when ur heart gets broken, it really means BROKEN. sleepless nights, cry til you fall asleep, tulala moments, and a bittersweet nostalgia. sucks right? super. healing takes time. really. well, depending on the situation actually.

i also believe that being BITTER is a part of the process.. there comes a time when u would really curse the guy who hurt you, tell things that would somehow boost up your morale, but yeah, still, you're a total loser.

being a loser doesn't mean forever, though. sabi nga nla, lahat nman tyo nagiging loser in a certain point in our lives. so who damn cares? what matters if after the downfall, you're ready to STAND UP once again.. right?

we are just humans. not SUPERHUMANS its natural to get hurt, to cry, to frown, to get depressed, to feel stupid. but as humans, we have this attitude of NEVER GIVING UP. our life doesn't end when heartaches begin. this only means that the BEST is still.. YET TO COME..

forgiveness will come in due time. don't rush. never force urself to forgive when you're not ready yet. trust me, it'll come sooner that u think and expect.

one day, gigising ka nalang with a PERFECT SMILE on your face. feeling FREE at atlast. free from all the negative feelings this hurt has brought you.. and when u reach that point in time, cherish it and THANK GOD , coz again, He has blessed you with another day. another chance to live, laugh and love :)

One main lesson?
LOVE hurts when God knows you deserve someone better :)

evrything happens on purpose.. the right one will come on the right time and right place when you are have the right mind to think and the right heart to love.