another happy fridate..

AUGUST 29, 2008. FRIDAY. this is it bebe! this is ur night! hahaha :)

10:30pm, met up with bebe at petron makati ave/gil puyat.. convoy. hazard. hahaha. makati ave, turned right to ayala ave.. and the next thing we knew? we're LOST. hahaha. u-turned at mkti fire station. straight. turned right at people support, waited for bebe. si bebe napunta na sa riles ng train. hahahaha. super funnnnyyy. waited for bebe for minutes and minutes, and we're back together. naligaw ligaw padin and finally! turned right at convergys, super straight. straight. straight. TABU! ayun na, we're finalllyyyyyy there.

since it's just me and bebe pa lang.. we decided to have tequilalalaaaa sunrise muna. then bebe's frnds came. gino, maze, sean, farah, chris, clade, mark, paul and shmpre the lovely ladies! lovey, jowa, partner, yon and aien :)

me and bebe, getting tipsyyyy. and mooooore tipsyyyy. kuraaaant seven! tequilalala shotssss! hahahaha. picture paloooza. rnb dance lesson with farah. stolen shots ni bebe nd bear nya. hahaha. SUPER FUUUUUN...

not just new found friends, but a deeper friendship with my bebe..

again, happy happy birthday bebe! i love love you and our hirap at ginhawa friendship! we'll have moooore and moooore stories and experiences to come! :)

unplanned thursdate with bebe..

10:30am, mom woke me up saying that i have a job interview at 3pm.. i was like.. whaaaaat? todaaay? yes. no choice, i have to go. left the house around 1:30pm, no traffic. 2pm, i was in makati na amp. txtd bebe.. 'bebe wru? im here in mkti, may interview ako 3pm'.. met up with former officemates muna.. maaga pa :p

3pm, interview started. 3 interviewers. amp. hahaha. 5pm done!

5:30pm, im with bebe na! where? STARBUCKS TOWER ONE. coffee break!

hahaha. im soooo tamad to make kwento but here's my 'firsts' with bebe:

*first time na coffee, hindi tequilalala sunrise / kurant seven
*first time na afternoon delight, hindi gabi
*first time na buildings, hindi bars / clubs
*first time na corporate attire, hindi gimik outfit
*first time sa ayala avenue, hindi sa fort
*first time sa loob ng fitting room, hindi sa cr ng bars

to cut the long story short, i had a great day with bebe. nakaupo, super kwentuhan at fikatures, masaya masaya :)

love love you bebe! love love our firsts!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEBE :)

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEBE! :)

i really don't know what to say pero i'm super super happy that you're there. and finally, we're spending time together na! hahaha. we've known each other for more almost three years now, pero ngyn lng natin napatunayan ang HIRAP AT GINHAWA FRIENDSHIP natin! hahaha. i looooove it.

super THANK YOU for making me SMILE and LAUGH most of the time. moooore experiences to come bebe!

and remember, always remember, YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY! okay?

i'm just here bebe. i love LOVE YOU!

mwah mwah mwah!

almost PERFECT night..

Okay, here's the thing, last friday night, me and bebe had a disaster-ish night. so we promised ourselves that this night would be aloooot better.

we hoped for the better, but actually... THE BEST HAPPENED!

10:30pm.. parked right infront of emba. 1st luck huh? okay, got inside, had our first drink. danced the night away at fly. pictures picture pictures! masaya! :)

12:30am.. decided to go out and fly na sa bureau! hahaha. me and bebe was like.. 'cnong magdadala ng car satin?' we're both tamad to drive.. hahaha. after a few minutes, okay, we both decided to bring our cars to a.venue.

1:00am.. on our way to a.venue. convoy. soshal! hahaha. lovey called, she's there na. we're near narin.. parked in the open area parkng.. infront of a.venue mall and club bureau. retouch retouch retouch.

super feel na feel ang gabi! hahaha. pagdating plng infront of bureau, may picture walls.. whatever u may call it.. si mr.photographer was like.. 'can i take a picture of you?' shmpre shmpre.. ang sagot namin nla lovey and bebe, SURE! SURE! i looooove it! hahaha. ilang shots yun.. from 2 photographer cams, my cam and lovey's cam! *giggles*

okay, we decided to go inside na.. kuya bouncer was like 'invited kyo ma'am?'.. shmpre nairita ako.. i was like.. 'yes of course! bigfish sent me an email! besides, we're paying anyway!' ang taraaaay sabi ni lovey! hahaha. so we got in, paid ourselves.. and had our first drink. KURANT SEVEN..

drinking.. pictures.. dancing.. but still.. we're not enjoying the place. i don't wna tell the reasons why coz i don't wna sound so mean. but yeah, WE'RE NOT GOING BACK TO BUREAU ANYMORE. EVER. hahaha!

so weeeeee decided to go back to fort. hahaha. loveeeeey! curfew naaa! super funny, pagdating sa parking.. we had to move that parkng obstacle pa para magkasya si biatchee! hahaha. so cge.. ayan na, EMBA - closed!.. JAIPUR - buti nlng pwede pa! thanks to lala, lovey's frnd :) soooo. parang kumembot lng ng konti ang ngpicture picture.. ayan na, labasan na! open lights! dropped by sa cafeteria.. bebe's there with her bubu bear :)

then... lovey dropped us off na ulit sa a.venue.. 3am! thank you lovey and biatchee! :) went back inside bureau.. but.. but.. just to have our 2nd drink. kurant seven again! parang nauhaw lng e noh? right after we finished our glass, we left bureau na. went back sa car to change into flats.. yey! flipflops time! waaaaah. happy feet na ult! hahaha..

gutom na kami.. so.. we decided to eat at BURGER AVENUE. super gigantic burger, i looooove! pero wla pa atang 1/4 nkain ko e! *giggles* but really, you must try burger ave! super sarap :)

super HAPPY night with BEBE. and LOVEY of course!:)

you're right bebe, we got our luck back! oh yeaaaah! hahaha. but seriously, it was a blissful night for me. i realized that my frndship with bebe is really for hirap at gnhawa. hahaha. and yes, walang iwanan bebe. kht sa parking lot, dinadamayan mo ako. kht may bagyo pa! i love LOVE you. seriously. thank you bebe. i can't explain how happy i am at finally! i realized na hindi lng paglalasing ang nkkpgpasaya sakin. hahaha. and yes, that I still have a lot of frnds who would be there for me. at isa ka dun bebe! salamaaaaat! mwah mwah mwah :)

rebirth..

have you ever hd that feeling that after a time of sorrow, again, you're back in track, ready to face the world without hatred and regrets?..

well, i am in that state of life right now. i don't know why. i just got tired of being on the loser mode, thinking about the past and drowning myself on tears.

well of course, when ur heart gets broken, it really means BROKEN. sleepless nights, cry til you fall asleep, tulala moments, and a bittersweet nostalgia. sucks right? super. healing takes time. really. well, depending on the situation actually.

i also believe that being BITTER is a part of the process.. there comes a time when u would really curse the guy who hurt you, tell things that would somehow boost up your morale, but yeah, still, you're a total loser.

being a loser doesn't mean forever, though. sabi nga nla, lahat nman tyo nagiging loser in a certain point in our lives. so who damn cares? what matters if after the downfall, you're ready to STAND UP once again.. right?

we are just humans. not SUPERHUMANS its natural to get hurt, to cry, to frown, to get depressed, to feel stupid. but as humans, we have this attitude of NEVER GIVING UP. our life doesn't end when heartaches begin. this only means that the BEST is still.. YET TO COME..

forgiveness will come in due time. don't rush. never force urself to forgive when you're not ready yet. trust me, it'll come sooner that u think and expect.

one day, gigising ka nalang with a PERFECT SMILE on your face. feeling FREE at atlast. free from all the negative feelings this hurt has brought you.. and when u reach that point in time, cherish it and THANK GOD , coz again, He has blessed you with another day. another chance to live, laugh and love :)

One main lesson?
LOVE hurts when God knows you deserve someone better :)

evrything happens on purpose.. the right one will come on the right time and right place when you are have the right mind to think and the right heart to love.

this is ME then..

this picture reminds me of my past.

UNPRETTY. yes, that's what i think and feel for myself then. i always thought that being pretty means having a lot of admirers, receiving compliments, having gifts handed over to you..

but then, i was wrong.

i've been through a lot of downfall already. yes, but i guess evrything really happens for a reason..

those trials and hardships made me a stronger and better person. the girl who used to cry is now a lady who believes in herself and in her worth :)

so what is this all about? i guess, i was just trying to point out that learn to love yourself. coz if you don't, how can others do so?

ten days after..

okay.. monday again. now work for workers and no school for students. but for a bum like ME? it's just an ordinary day..

woke up around 11:30am, had lunch at home. yey! mom cooked my favorite pork adobo! i think i ate too much. BLOATED it is. hahaha!

2pm, took a bath.. 3pm off to ATC. ate bought a wedding gft at rustans.. bridal registry thing. then shoes nman, she's a bridesmaid. ako? hahaha. i have a new ***. color red. hihihi. love it!...

lakad lakad lakad.. gutom nko.. decided to grab some food at delifrance.. then chocolate cream chip frap from starbucks! yeheeeey busog again!

on our way home.. ate's turn to drive. im done. lol. wla akong magawa.. when boredom strikes, vanity attacks! hahaha. so there. since im a bit of inlove with my outfit. yeah, i super lololoooove the color, i took pictures. which turned out good i think :)

I am single. SO WHAT?

Yes, I am single. Why?

Do i seriously need to answer that question? I think YES.

Actually, I really do not know the exact answer to that question. May sound like cliche, but yeah, maybe because I haven't found the right one yet.

But wait, what's the big fuss all about? People around me keep asking me.. 'bakit wala kpa ding boyfriend?'

It makes me sick. Okay, there are times that I really envy those happily inlove girls who celebrate monthsaries with their boyfriends, who watch movies evry weekends, dinner dates evry chances they get. But people, I am not yet desperate. I still know what does 'WAITING' means.

I may not have a lovelife for now, but I do have a 'LIFE!'. I have my loving family, friends who makes me happy evry now and then, shopping who completes me, parties and events which makes me high.

Of course i do want to have a boyfriend. Who doesn't? But If it's not yet time for me, it's fine. We have our own beliefs, and I, I do believe that someone's gonna come to me soon. Someone who will love me, accept me, and take care of me. Someone who would be there til we grow old :)

Okay, getting mushy. Hahaha. But seriously, don't freakin pressure me people! Hindi lang boyfriend ang bagay sa mundo! My gosh. I don't need to hurry, dahil sabi nga nla.. madalas, ang mga nagmamadali, mas nadadapa :p

I know how to LOVE.. I know how to CARE.. But maybe, It's not yet my time to share it with someone special called 'boyfriend':)

missing my crazy best girl friend :(

I super miss you Marilou Francisco Agadier!

I miss evrything.
Non-stop vanity pictures.
Tequila Sunrise and Margarita.
Fiamma, Ascend and Embassy Nights.
Bad Influence Pictures.
Breakfasts after Night Outs.
Once in a Blue moon Coffee Breaks.
Strong Ice Whapaaak moments.
Alchemy's 'diesel' free shots.


Seriously, I miss my crazy best girlfriend.
Even if you're damn freaking far away,
and even if.. for the second time around!
You missed my crazy birthday bash,
I still love you. Bring me pasalubong
and I'll be fine. Dresses from Zara,
I like! Lol.


Go home na. Bora's waiting for us!
And.. the drunken moment awaits babeh!

soooo bored.

saturday again. got home around 3am. woke up at 11am.

still sleepy. watched movie. ebi and zashi's bath day. hahaha. watched tv after. then had lunch with mom.

ate came home. blue focus car + a bit drunk fast driving tricycle = left side (driver and passenger door) disaster. arghhh. dad got home arnd 5pm. got mad. thought it was me, sorry!!! not me. my sister.

5:30pm, left the house. went to animal house, bought some dog stuff y'knw. went to bfrv brgy hall. reported the incident. and yes, twice this week. yeah, as in two f*cking complaints about that reckless tryk driver. be back on tuesday.

dinner time. PIZZA HUT once again lasagna, super supreme pizza agaaaaain.

got home. watched PDA. online. bored. :(

happy happy thursday :)

oh my gosh.. i just soooooo LOVE LOVE LOVE this day! hahaha. its like im on a high once again! lol. well, supposed to be.. i won't shop talaga coz ive got like 'so muuuuuuch' pa from bkk trip. we all know that bangkok is also spelled as S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G hahaha. but well yeah, a shopaholic would always be a SHOPAHOLIC!..

Zara oh my zara.. I super missed youuuuu! I loooove the new dresses! My gosh. Lol.
Had lunch @ pizza hut.. I had lasagna and super supreme pizza. And yes, i want a dessert! Craving for ICE CREAM baby! Haagen Dazs here i come. Lol. Waffle creation : Macadamia Nut Brittle and Dulce de Leche + one free scoop of Summer Berries! Okay. Okay!!! Forget about diet! LOL.

Goin home? Yes. Supposed to be. Walking. Talking. Walking. PRETTY FIT? waaaaaaaaaaah!!!! Red stilletos. Super sexy shoeeeeeeeerz. Lol. No choice. Life is too short to wear ugly shoes. Hahaha. There.

Okay, I may act so silly here or even mababaw, but who damn cares? This is my life. And i loooooove it! SHOP TIL YOU DROP. LIVE LIFE TO FULLEST! :p

Depression Mode :(

Mainly for one reason. I feel so USELESS and i hate it. Evryone knows that I quit my job 3 mnths ago. Turning 4 this month end. Professional bum huh? Damn it. I seriously need a job na. Arghhh.

Can I just die now? :( *sigh*

And yes, I can't go out TONIGHT. Rules are rules on weekdays. No Superklasse and House Central for me, tonight :(

Tira Tira ;p

Okay, the past days wern't really my days. I've been through some shits. But yeah, that's life. I know, i know. Life's unfair. But I guess, it's still up to us on how we would handle it :)

One of my favorite quotes:

"I kept a sign in my room that helped me maintain the right perpestive concerning yesterday.

It simply said:



It reminded me that no matter how badly I might have failed in the past,it's done and tomorrow is a new day to make things BETTER

Right? Well of course, evryone has their own failure stories. But then I guess, If we let that failure, heart break or whatever u may call it put us down, then we are LOSERS.

But I'm not. I may never be perfect enough for anyone, but I know deep in my heart, that I simply deserve to be HAPPY.

Life is full of MYSTERIES yet to be unvailed. Let's not rush things. Let's do one step at a time.

LIVE.LOVE.LAUGH

stucked at home :(

since i went out lastnight, and got home 6 in the morning today.. i have to abide our HOUSE RULES.. I'm staying home tonight..

loser? wahaha. maybe. but it's all good, i don't wna go out dn nman coz its raining hard. and yes, i still need mooooore sleep.

CHEERS to o8.o8.o8!

okay, done with MOS / Ministry of Sound. The Long wait is over. Time for Black and Red. Haha. Well, weeks ago, I was really excited. But things change. People change. And yes,I was still undecided til the very day itself. Well yeah, i don't really know why. Maybe, just maybe. I'm having P-E-C again, or what i call Pre-Event Cycle lol. Just like PMC? Whatever. Or maybe because I hate driving? Coz it only means.. I can't drink as much as I want to. When I say AS MUCH AS I WANT TO, i mean.. drink til i freaking drop? Hahaha. Yes, self-confessed drunkard. I love drinking. Coz when I'm drunk, I'm happy. And that's all I ever wanted eversince, to be HAPPY.

Here's what happened. I'm supposed to attend Fever Fridays @ Embassy SuperClub first. But yeah, tnamad ako coz its gettin late. Decided to go directly at GK, instead. Met up with bebe at City Garden Hotel. Waaaaah makati ave's traffic is soooooo terrible. Streassful. Haha. Drive drive drive. WHERE'S THE PARKING??? I was like asking and asking and asking the manongs / guards around the area. Coz yeah, I hate driving, did I mention, I hate PARKING more? Hahaha. Basement2 of A.Venue. There. 'Please park facing the wall'. I don't want to. But Have to. Haha. Retouch. Elevator. Waited for Friends.

Okay, 1:30AM... Paid for tickets. Got In. Not in the mood yet. After how many minutes, picture picture picture. Feeling incomplete still. Oh yeah, ALCOHOL calls baby. Super crowded. Where's the f*ckin bar??? Lost. Damn it. There. San Mig Light coz they don't have strong ice. I hate. Do i have a choice? So I just enjoyed myself knowing I only had super super MINIMAL ALCOHOL INTAKE which makes me an ANGEL that night. Jumping bebes - me and lean. Jumping drunkard - vann.

4am, decided to go out and take some rest. Didn't wna go inside na coz it's freaking hott. Plus I hate the fact that I'm still gonna drive myself home. Arghhh. Left A.venue around 4:30.. Dropped by somewhere, had breakfast with a friend. Got home around 6am. I can't sleeeeeep! Wt the? Txtd vann. Waited for an hour to finally fall asleep.